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hiiii it's lily!! this is my lil corner of the web where i post about whatever~ music, weird internet stuff, my life ig. not like the other blogs out there lmao. click around!! sign my guestbook if u want <3
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currently listening to: Crimson Confessions — "Vampire Lovesong (Acoustic)" · mood: curious · last updated: march 22
about me

name: lily
age: 17 (act like you didn't ask)
status: perpetually online
here for: the horror forums, the bad wifi, the 2am spirals
obsessed with: Crimson Confessions, glitch art, anything analog-horror coded
currently reading: whatever's linked in my inbox rn lol
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march 3   mood: curious

someone in the forums dm'd me a link today. no context, just hollow.neocities.org and "you'll get it when you see it."

i clicked it. it's a black page with a countdown timer and one line: "you have been chosen. click when you're ready." no ads, no name, nothing. way better atmosphere than most of the stuff people send me.

i haven't clicked the button. yet. i'm going to see how long the countdown runs first. if this turns into a whole creepypasta arg thing i am so in.

eta 3/9 — wrote an update on this, if you're still reading
march 9   mood: paranoid

my webcam light has turned on by itself twice this week. task manager shows nothing running, both times. i unplugged it in between and it still turned on once — or i think it did. i wasn't in the room, i just walked past the door and saw the little green dot through the gap.

there was also a text file on my desktop this morning that i didn't make, named with a timestamp from 2am. i deleted it before i thought to actually read it. i regret that now. i keep trying to remember if the filename had anything else in it, some extra word i skimmed past, and i can't.

the countdown site is still running. i checked. it's got a while left. i haven't clicked.

eta 3/15 — i need to talk about the new "friend" i made
march 15   mood: idk anymore

someone's been messaging me through the hollow site's little chatbox. username TheHollowKeeper. i thought it was a bot until it used my dad's old nickname for me — one i have never posted anywhere, ever.

they sent a file too. i almost didn't open it.

[attachment: img_0047.jpg]
img_0047.jpg

the photo is grainy, night-dark, taken from outside my own window — low, like whoever held the phone was crouched in the flowerbed. my curtain is exactly how i left it three days ago. there's something sitting on the edge of my bed. i can't tell if it's a coat, or someone sitting very still, facing the door.

eta 3/19 — i think i'm being watched. wrote more here
march 19   mood: scared

a voice clip i deleted back in january played on my own page today. i listened to eleven seconds before i had to close the tab — there's a second voice under mine, half a beat behind, learning how to sound like me. by the end of the clip it isn't behind anymore. it's just there, matched, like it caught up.

three other people posted about hollow.neocities in old forum threads. all of them talk about it the way i did, like a fun scary internet thing. all three threads just stop mid-conversation and never pick back up. one of them, right before it stops, posts a single line: "it knows what my mom's voice sounds like now. i don't know how."

TheHollowKeeper sent one more file.

> inbox.txt

it isn't a file. it's a saved chat log.

→ open the log
march 22   mood: —

the countdown hit zero this morning. i've been staring at the button for four hours.

i keep telling myself i can just close the tab. i keep not closing the tab.

someone knocked on my door twice last night. no one was there — just the hallway light flickering, and a smell like a wet basement i've never noticed in this house before.

i can hear my own voice again, very faint, saying my name. it's getting my inflection right now. it didn't, before.

if this is nothing i'm going to feel so stupid. if it's not _

[the entry ends here. the timestamp on the last line reads march 47th. the cursor was still blinking in the empty box for nine more minutes after the last save, according to the site's edit log. then it stopped.]
messages — retrieved from inbox.txt

TheHollowKeeper: you looked at the picture.

lily: how do you know that

TheHollowKeeper: because you're still typing to me instead of closing the tab. that's how i know most things.

lily: who ARE you

TheHollowKeeper: someone who got chosen too, once. it's quieter than the countdown makes it feel.

lily: through what

TheHollowKeeper: the door only opens once, lily. i'll see you on the other side of the counter.

— lily has logged off —

TheHollowKeeper: she's still typing. she just doesn't know it yet.


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sadie_xo (mar 30)
i keep checking this page. please just message someone. anyone.

jonesy (mar 31)
haven't seen you post in the forum in a bit, u good?

unknown_user_774 (apr 2)
my brother had a page like this too, before. his went quiet in a way i still can't explain to anyone who asks. i found yours because it's linked from a place i shouldn't recognize. i'm sorry. i hope i'm wrong about this one.

TheHollowKeeper (apr 11)
she made it through fine. tell her sister she says hi — mara, right? she talks about you a lot now that she has the time. the countdown's already started for this page too, if anyone wants to click here.




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